another friday

well. it's another friday, one more week passed. i dont mean to make it feel like i am counting down the weeks or days. But a few changes this week. I started working for John Peck again to make some extra money so we can pay our bills. I will be working wednesdays for him and probably thursdays, and then be in the SQ office mon, tues. and friday. We also sent out some support/update letters this past week as well. We are praying that a few people will help to support us this summer because SQ is not going to be able to and we will be in a tight situation.
I am starting to get kind of excited about moving our stuff home in June, and we will be packing up the SQ office as well during that time. Moving home is going to be fun, and a challenge. We will be moving home broke and starting completely new jobs, which should make things interesting. But God will provide, as He always does and I have no fear or doubts about that.
One thing has been on my mind, in a "normal" life, how do you keep from feeling like you arent making the most of what God has blessed you with, or that you are wasting your life because He chose to save you and extend His grace to you, and what are you doing to share that with others and make your life matter? just a thought. I dont want to settle for things, or just become comfortable, i want to be challenged, to challenge others, and praise God for what He's done in my life.